dimanche 1 mars 2015

a random thought

You wake up in the morning and you don’t feel like doing anything, you stay in bed wondering every single detail in your life.
Bratislava, Minsk and Zagreb sound a very good idea for you, you have a serious desire to run away, to discover absolutely new things, to meet different people, to escape wishing you could finally find yourself… That deep side of your personality which does not seem to be evident, that hidden “You”.
Your reality scares you. You feel unable not only to explain but also to define and understand your own aspirations, interests, fears and dreams.
You love wearing sweatshirts and hoodies pretending that this reflects your cool attitude when in fact you believe that dressing up is only for ladies with glam.
You start working out, eating greek yogurt with granola and red fruits, holding a cute water bottle not to be healthy but because you secretly wish you look like Victoria secret angels.
You like being loved, but don’t dare showing affection and giving people the opportunity to get close to you because you don’t want to be hurt and because the ghost of social relationships gone wrong in the past is flattering by.
You never apologize and ask “them” to forgive you,not because you don’t care but because you’re convinced you’re not worth giving a second chance.
You prefer following ordinary paths than taking risks because failure frightens you.
You spend your day focusing on the things you don’t have and the opportunities you have missed.
We don’t need to change our lives to be happy, we simply ought to change our vision to our daily habits.

Appreciate every detail, do what makes you feel alive, rid yourself of past shadows and NEVER, never forget how lovely you are.